Today was one of those days when I looked around and thought, Wow, everything is different. And maybe that's not a problem for most people, but I hate change. I always complain about change and the passage of time.
About new challenges.
About evolving relationships.
About moving on.
About growing up.
I usually have such a problem accepting the fact that things can't always stay the same. But not today. Somehow, as I looked around, I realized that I'm alright. Everything is different, but I'm strangely okay with that. I realized that I'm okay with my life changing. I'm okay with my situation changing. I'm okay with my friends changing. I'm even okay with me changing.
Because I finally understand something. No matter what changes in my life, my God is always the same. Even when everything around me is moving and shifting, He is stable. And so is His love.
Today, I stood in church and suddenly wanted to run around and sing at the top of my lungs, and maybe even hop over a few chairs. Because I've spent so long hating change and being so unhappy that things are different, but my God and His love never change. And I take comfort in the fact that nothing I can ever do could ever change His love for me.
So bring it on, world. I'm ready. Go ahead, just try and mess me up. Nothing that you can do will ever change what matters. Ain't nothing gonna change my God.
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